At this point in my life I finally see that it takes a minute to change everything and from that moment on, things will never be the same.
I`ve said my Goodbyes and have cried as loud as I could hoping God might reconsider His decision but what`s done is done. Goodbye`s only hurt if you`re never gonna see each other again, it was far more painful than I expected. It stabbed me like a knife knowing that for that single moment my life would soon be over, everything will change and chances are I might never get a chance to see you again.
Seems like half of me is missing, the other half wandering away. I never thought I`d get to this point of my life. I never thought it would happen to me, but who am I kidding, bad luck`s been following me ever since and Friday the 13th doesn`t even sound that threatening compared to how bad my life is right now.
It`s funny how the most unexpected people were the one`s who were there during those lonely nights of tears. I didn`t expect them to be the one`s who understood me, who were there just because they cared and wanted me to quit crying, I never thought it would be them who`d stop me from doing what I had to do.
They say change is the only permanent thing in this world, I now believe that and trust me, one moment can change everything. It doesn`t even have to take 5 minutes, mine only took 1.
Posted by starcrossed at 11:12 AM | POP
